Its very simple actually, to love yourself. To love myself. I am sometimes great and sometimes i am disapointement. I havent reach in my lives goals i should; Finish my education, get married, have children or at least decent boyfriend. I dont have a proper job and i am a bit overweight at 27. I am graetful that my sister has it all. This how the pressure of my family gets off me. At least a bit. This faliors provoke in me a pain. And i wish just to disapear. But i dont. I stay with the pain. I am here present with the pain and all the disapontment. I am present and allow my heart to love this painful truth. Just to love.
More i am present without a wish to change it, just loving it, less painful my reality is becoming. Until it is just a reality without a pain. And this is my gift. My female power of healing myself. And i can see it in everyone. Fighting and changing against it, it would create fake image of me. Loving it and being with it start transformation. This is my gift to myself. It is true love.
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